Mixed feelings

Few days ago a junior found me through facebook message, asking whether I am free to help them on the 4days 3night3 first aid camp. It took me zero second to think about it and I answered yes straightaway :p For me I think it is a very hard chance, thats why I never hesitate. No matter I got any plan I am just gonna cancel it and go to the camp! Hehe :DD

I graduated three years ago, barely remember some of the faces. And I really miss the camping time. Just now when I reached the ''first-aid-room'' I got a little weird feeling because I dont know some of them! I was very happy because some of the old members they are very friendly and welcome me! I can feel the feeling of a big family!

I felt so regretful that why I didn't put more effort into the club? Sigh.
Why I never fully enjoy the time while I was in secondary school? Or maybe I did, just time passes too quickly to notice.
Do you know what is on my mind just now while I was in school?
I sincerely pray for god that I wish I had a time machine. LOL!!
I wanted to go back to secondary school, and restart everything all over again.
I wanted to organize a big big event on behalf of red crescent.
I wanted to join all the competitions. NO SHY!!
I wanted to be a good student! something like teacher's best friend that kind!
I wanted to eat canteen's nasi lemak!
I wanted to...

Why humans never do things that wont make them regret? Or maybe just me! SIGH
CCH!! Be grateful of who I am and what I have.